SIERRA LEONE

By Shayla Lawson

From Fall 2017

 Sierra 
 Leone. 
 How often
 I think of 
 her pink 
 skies—The cut 
 & stench
 of her 
 vacant clitoris
 close to 
 the burning
 of her
 father’s hair
 melting
 into dust
 as she
 

 watches soldiers
 light & impale
 him. She wreaks
 of menarche;
 opens anew
 every time
 she bleeds. Daddy’s
 little girl: baby 
 no longer. Sierra
 

 

 Leone
 she’s been
 alone
 alone
 alone
 she’s been
 a-lonely.
 This incision
 meant to
 keep her
 whole 
 only leaves her
 empty. A new 
 country in 
 which she
 refugees; baby
 (stanza break)
 girl on her hip
 I lift from 
 the weight
 of her. The baby
 gums my 
 covered nipple
 & I hug
 & I pray this 
 is the only 
 way this girl 
 will ever be
 touched. 
 

 Sometimes 
 I look
 in the sky
 & think God
 has abandoned us. 
 The sunset
 first evidence
 he has
 cleared out
 & left. No
 

 I don’t live
 in Denver.
 I live in
 verse &
 verse &
 scripture
 & Leone
 cradling
 her infant
 like a blood-
 red meridian 
 (like a flood).